I dont know where this mood came from today but seriously.... he's a freaking re-tard. He had his chance to redeem himself and HE COULDN'T GET OUT OF BED! All I keep thinking of is SATC the movie when she says, "I put a bird on my head and he couldn't get out of the car!" Seriously, what was he thinking? Well, clearly he wasn't. But I admit it feels fabulous to know that for once in this fucked up relationship I can say I did nothing wrong. I have no regrets. I wasn't a bitch. I wasn't crazy. I did not screw this up. I WIN! He has to see me, look me in the eye, and know that he hurt me (even if he doesn't realize the extent) And for that alone I can sleep at night and wake up with a smile on my face ready to face the day! Im ok putting myself out there again. It sucks to get hurt, but I can honestly say it was worth it to have those two days of us being normal again, for two days to have my friend back. Lame, yes.... I realize that.
Ok enough of that... I have only so more days to get my bod BEACH/WEDDING ready!!! AND even less time until I get to see YOOOOOUUUUU!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeeee. Can't freaking wait =)
Wooohooo for having the blogggers back.