i suck

Ok ok ok I admit it, I hate our blog. I don't really, but I kind of do. I've been pretty sucky at this whole thing... I havent even put into my calorie counter the last 3 days because I've been forgetting to eat, much less thinking of writting it down. bah.

But I will say that since I started on January 11th, I have yet to miss a day.... and let me tell you that there have been TWO very hungover days (which is actually rare for me) and one day hating every minute of working out at 11pm at night after a 12 hour shift. Hate. But I did it because of this stupid challenge. Yes, I hate the challenge as much as the blog. haha. I feel like I need a challenge re-do once I get settled. One job + overtime + a second job + packing and moving = the worst possible time to start this. EVER. So, my two cents... If I can do it now, I can do it whenever.

I'm doing it, but Im not doing my best at it, which is pretty much a failure to the perfectionist in me. I don't know my weight because I packed my scale and it is somewhere in that massive mess of boxes I don't even know what to do with. I do know that my pants fit again and I also know that even though I have been working out every day, on top of that I have not sat down. Literally, I have not stopped and rested for 10 minutes in the past month. Im not even joking... I cant remember the last time my TV was even on. I wake up, I run, I work (sometimes even overtime), I come home, I pack, I clean, pack some more, then I shower and pass out and start all over. On Friday I had time to take a nap and I slept for 9 minutes... 9 minutes. I had an hour and my body woke me up after 9 minutes.... Immmmm kind of starting to feel like a meth addict that cant stop. My co worker called me the energizer bunny the other day.... so maybe, just maybe this whole eating healthier and working out isnt only good for the scale and love handles, just maybe its giving me extra energy in the process. Which i need. So, just because I need to organize my own thoughts, Im writting my schedule for the week.

Monday:

Work out in the am

Go to work

Stop at EMS on the way to the train and buy a hat... outdoor party this weekend + skiing and I have no cute winter hat. And its on the way to the train... and I have no other night to do it.

Get home, drive to UPS store, buy more packing tape and bubble wrap and mail tshirts to mom.

Wrap dishes and glasses.

Bed.

Tuesday:

Work out in the morning

Work 12 hours

Sleep

Wednesday:

Go to work

Come home

Laundry - run while laundry is in

finish packing all I got, including clothes (nightmare)

Thursday:

Run in the morning

Go to work

Leave early

Load up my car and get my keys and unpack my things I dont want the movers to move

Friday:

MOVING DAY with the movers - no idea when the run is going to happen... maybe before they come??

Saturday:

Organize apt

Outdoor concert from 2-5

More organizing :)

Sunday:

Church

Work at the gym

Have fun putting my new apartment together

Monday:

Off work

Head back to old apartment to get last of my things

clean old apt

give my keys back

Whew. Im tired.