Know whats weird? So I did the insanity ab work out last night - only 20 minutes so I didn't think it was bad that I did two work outs (and I was all flustered from seeing a-hole that I had to do something to rid myself of access energy and anger). But I woke up today and my abs really aren't sore. Which is strange because I was dying last night doing it. huh. Confused actually. I een did 150 crunches this morning on a medicine ball and they hurt, but now... almost nothing. What is wrong with my abs?!?! Oh wait, right. I have none. bah hahaha.
Anyway. Love the idea of accountability partners when it comes to what we eat... I NEED that. I have motivation to work out, its the eating that is the hard part for me. I can't say no to good food and unfortunately the ED ALWAYS has food. Always. It is constantly someone's birthday or last day or first day or anniversary or something and there is literally always snacks, cupcakes, cookies, etc in the med room. After you deal with a tough case it is soooo hard to be like, "well alright, Im not going to eat that delicious uber soft chocolate chocolate chip cookie staring me in the face for free". So yes, I need a backbone and accountability partner.
BUUUT with that being said I am allowed one bite size piece of chocolate (mini) after lunch and after dinner or I will not be a pleasant person. My new struggle is to only have one... Mom's halloween care package has made this very difficult.
So my downfall: Chocolate: I have a love/hate relationship with you.
ooooh crap... i need to get ready.
Have a good day :)
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